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i dont know if this is allowed as i know some communitys dont like others posting ( please delete if not allowed)
this is my community. http://community.livejournal.com/weightloss_text/  its a community where you can find other people with EDs and recovering and people just wanting to lose weight to text to. it is still a fairly new community but there are almost 10 members so far. if you are looking for texting buddies also check it out. 

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first post of the new year.
currently working on my 101 list. have completed 1 thing so far
-post this list to LJ
kinda forgot to complete my porject 365 but i will make up for it this week.
got my english packet. started reading king lear. i fell asleep twice. lol
me and zack booked our hotel for jan 23. thats 1 year for us.

i need to go back to my origional post for 101 and update.

Mission 101 for 2010!

1.Do the 200 sit-ups challenge (www.twohundredsitups.com)
2.Do the 200 squats challenge (www.twohundredsquats.com)
3.Do the 100 push-up challenge (www.hundredpushups.com)
4.Get back into shape
5.Develop daily (morning and night) beauty routine and stick to it for a month
6.Get at least 7.5 hours of sleep/night for a month
7.Go hiking - even if its by myself since no one seems to want to do this with me
8.Go snowboarding again (without bruising any internal organs this time)
9.Run for a mile without stopping.
10.Reach My Goal Weight
11.To look after my skin more
12.Whiten my teeth.
13.Drink only water everyday for a week.
14.Cut Back On Junk
15.Go To The Gym for 1 month
16.Get a tan
17.Learn to Run
18.Run for a Charity
19.Grow nails out
20.Get contacts or lasik
21.Donate blood
22.Find out my blood type.
23.To feel beautiful for a day
24.To be Happy with my appearance
25.To feel happy in what I wear
26.Get down to a size 4
27.Wear a dress and feel pretty [0/1]
28.Let hair go natural.
29.Sit through a cold/flu without meds
30.Lose 60 lbs [0/60]
31.Wear makeup X25 [0/25]
32.Walk the Wentworth stairs [0/498 stairs]

to buy/get/spend
33.Get a passport
34.Pay all my bills on time, every month [0/99]
35.To Get a Car
36.Get into College
37.Buy a corset and feel hot [0/1]
38.Put $50 into savings a month
39.Get engaged
40.Spend entire day in bookstore/library
41.Spend a day as a mute
42.Go to Europe
43.Visit daddy again
44.Visit a friend from USA
45.Go on Holiday.
46.Take a train ride to somewhere I've never been

47.Start undergraduate studies
48.Pass all exams
49.Improve on my vocabulary.
50.Complete all homework
51.Write 25 things I like about me [0/25]
52.Learn 10 positive words and use them.
53.Go to the museum x3 [0/3]
54.Learn to walk in heels properly
55.Create a budget and follow it
56.Learn to read tarot cards proficiently
57.Research 50 topics a year [0/50]

58.Change my room completely
59.Clean/organize my room and donate anything I don’t need.
60.Organize book shelves 2 times a year (jan-aug) [0/2]
61.Organize my zune completely
62.Get organized

63.Create a new list of 101 things. [0/101]
64.Complete a "Wreck This Journal". [0/1]
65.Complete (http://sh1ft.org/26things/)
66.Complete 52 actions on “We Are What We Do” (http://wearewhatwedo.org)
67.Complete the 5000 question survey (http://5000questionsur.livejournal.com/?skip=40)
68.Participate in the 100Strangers photo challenge (www.100strangers.com)
69.Make a list of 100 things that make me happy and do at least one a week for a year.
70.Design and print a t-shirt
71.Participate in the 50bookchallenge all three years [0/3]
72.Do 500 piece puzzle [0/1]
73.Do 1000 piece puzzle [0/1]
74.Send 1001 texts in a month [0/100]
75.Write in lj weekly
76.Leave 101 guerrilla quotes in public [0/101]
77.Make a calender
78.Finish 101 pictures [18/101]
79.Take 10 self portraits
80.Graffiti Happiness
81.Donate 50,000 grains via freerice.com [0/50,000]

82.Post this list and intro to LJ
83.Stop Procrastinating
84.Say Yes to more Opportunities.
85.Go To some place new
86.Go out more
87.To take lots of pictures
88.To become less judgemental of myself
89.To feel truly alive
90.Donate clothes we no longer wear
91.Smile More
92.Stay unconnected for a day x5 [0/5]
93.Dance with someone, not feel like a loser
94.Ask someone what their favourite thing to do is- and do it with them.
95.Take a picture of all my friends
96.Give someone a rose.
97.Have a Spa Day.
98.Go without tv for 1 week
99.Stay awake for 24 hours.
100.Watch 10 new movies
101.finish all word search books [0/3]

'if you want to make the fates laugh, tell them your plans'.

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.// so bring on the hearbreak! bring on the failure. bring on the scabbed knees, wrong turns, and sleepless nights because i'm not broken yet//.
.//My name is Madison //.
.//Im 22//.
.//Im not very good at wording things.//.
I love life most of the time.
but i get myself worked up over the smallest things.

I try to make the best out of life.
I am not rude, just straigh-forw­ard
I'll tell you like it is.Truth hurts!
But I can be a cool kid, when I want to be.
I am very random, picky, and stubborn. I like to get my way
I don't believe in Jesus.

I dont go to church. Shoot me.
I'm a vegitarian, i dont eat meat. not because its an animal.
but because its gross.
I dont find humor in other peoples flaws.
but I do find humor in mine.

I love my friend with my everything
Their the only ones who truly understand me.
My fashion sense is a little wack. I love it.
I am really stupid.

i like randomness..­keep my attention. i dont stay involved long if you're boring.
.// My words tend to get me in trouble alot.//.

I am the girl that everyone deems a good friend. I am the one who will listen to someone ramble for hours, because listening is what I do best. I crave support and good conversation­.
I'm short..a whole 5'3 or 5'4. I tend to procrastinat­e often, infact I am probably putting something off at this very moment. I just turned 22. I drive a 96 cav Z22, it is my love. I drive with my music turned up loud enough that no one can hear my singing. I have had my heart broken more times then I can count. I could have probably avoided that if I didn't care about people so much, but I do. I am cheery, sometimes a bit of a weirdo. I like to laugh and make people laugh. I act like a kid as often as I can but I have a mature side too. I am working on standing up for myself. I try to be optimistic in all situations. I love the rain and warm summer nights. Snuggling is the best thing ever, right along with bubble bathes. Don't assume that the way I dress or the music I listen to clarify who I am, I am much deeper then that.

i get mad quick. i get over it even quicker. respect me & i'll respect you.
disrespect me & i'll disrespect you.

I'm a simple girl who enjoys a simple life.I rarely break my routine.I want to make an impact on society.Some­times I barely talk, sometimes I talk too much.I rarely get embarassed because I can laugh at myself.I can gaurantee you will have a good time with me.I see beauty in basically everything.I­ smile a lot.I go through the newspaper to find the comics.I drink a lot of vitamin water and I barely eat.I stutter at times.I'm not quick to judge.I have flaws that I'd like to change, but they make me who I am.I've grown up to be a respectful person to those who deserve respect.I do not want to hear how "original"­ or "vain"­ you think you are.Sometime­s I strongly believe that I need better friends.Chan­ces of anyone changing how I am are virtually non excistent.Ac­tions speak louder than words when it comes to my life; don't tell me, show me.

People should learn that if you are nice, you'll gain more.

On dates with me, I want to go play paintball. I want to sit on the couch drinking hot chocolate and draw pictures of each other with my favorite crayola crayons. I want to build snowmen with you and then takle them to the ground. I want to accidently get locked in the broom closet with you.I want you to call me just because you saw a commercial of the dumbest thing, and you thought of me.

this thing they call "love"­ doesnt really seem to exist for me anymore. i guess when i meet him, i'll know. ive even got someone in mind. someone once told me that "waiting"­ is overrated. but is it really? or is it "worth it". for this guy, i think it is.
i love talking about nothing. it's the only thing i know anything about.
i'm very observant, and notice the little things most people overlook.i live by one simple rule.

Be fabulous or stand outside.i love drinking awesome drinks from fancy glasses.

i can't make my own decicions, and i have no idea what i'm gonna do with my future. i guess i'm really just all about having fun. For now.i google almost everything. its a habit.im thankful for everything & everyone in my life.i laugh and smile all the time. "experience"­ is the name i give to my past mistakes.i do what makes me happy. i have my way of doing everything and i'll do it my own way because i'm stubborn as anything.

i surround myself with positive and loving people. sometimes i say things without thinking. but usually my comments are really funny... at least theyre funny to me...
too often...i put too much faith in people too quickly .i am always willing to give someone the benefit of the doubt, and offer a second chance. i realize that everyone has made their share of mistakes. usually i try to forgive, but i never forget. i'll like you if i feel like it. dont take it personal.


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